Senior Reporter
shane.superville@guardian.co.tt
When Akim Murray earned his undergraduate degree in Electrical and Computer Engineering two years ago, he dreamed of creating more efficient Information and Communications Technology (ICT) systems that would benefit generations.
Today, far from circuit boards and data sequences, Murray, 27, finds a new way to build stronger systems, beginning in his Maloney neighbourhood, as a part-time mathematics tutor.
Five days a week, Murray hosts secondary school students at his Woodstar Avenue home, as part of preparations for CSEC examinations.
But more than covering topics in the CXC Mathematics syllabus, Murray takes his lessons a step further, as he hopes to not only give them the confidence to approach mathematics problems, but also life’s problems.
A lifelong Maloney resident, Murray has seen firsthand what the neighbourhood has had to offer, noting that while a lot has changed since he was a child, the sense of community and camaraderie is still alive.
Raised by his mother, Murray credits her for instilling in him discipline, while nurturing his natural talent for calculations and problem-solving as he continued his education at the Arima Central Secondary School.
But even with a strong family foundation to reinforce his values, Murray admits that peer pressure has been present in his life.
Something, he says, that has provided him with real-world examples of how important decisions are in living a meaningful life, even during turbulent times where he doubted himself.
“Some of my friends from Maloney, we had promised each other that we would never smoke and unfortunately, everybody, excluding myself, took up the habit.
“It got worse to the point where some started selling the drugs.”
But Murray says that a watershed moment in his own life happened when a childhood acquaintance was shot and killed outside his apartment building, where he lived, when he was only 17 years old.
He says seeing firsthand how fragile life could be further reinforced his own worldview that he was on the right track.
“I had to duck for cover because I was at home when it happened and I was able to look through that bullet hole and see him lying on the ground.
“It motivated me more to stay away from the gang life.”
This urge to want more from life eventually led Murray to enrol at the University of the West Indies (UWI), St Augustine, for an undergraduate degree in Engineering.
He admits that financial stability was the major driver for his decision, but notes that finding employment in his particular field, even after graduating, has been a challenge, as he now works in the accounting department of a company.
But Murray says that he doesn’t see it as a setback, as he still adds value to his community by working as a lessons teacher.
Referring to the confusion he faced in finding a career path by researching different options and qualifications on his own, Murray says he hopes to make the journey for other young people easier by being a guiding force to a better life.
“For me, it’s not just about teaching them mathematics. Yes, they can get a Grade One or Two in O-Levels, but that’s still not preparing them for the decisions they have to make and how they’re going to deal with failure ... some people take their own life because they failed an exam and these are the things I address with my students.
“It’s about having that mental resilience to know that failure isn’t a dead end and I believe if I can do that with enough young people in Maloney, then the community can only get better.”
Murray says getting the most out of his students means building a strong rapport with their parents as he takes his responsibility as a teacher seriously.
Recalling one incident where he saw firsthand the challenges one student faced in her environment at home.
“The mother had no belief that her daughter could have done well, and I went as far as to buy art supplies for the daughter because she had a natural talent for drawing and the fact that the mother had that kind of doubt for her daughter, the young woman lived with a lot of challenges after, but I thank God that there are some parents who are supportive.”
Speaking with WE, one of Murray’s past students, 17-year-old Zelika Frederick, who earned a Grade Three in CSEC Mathematics, said she was encouraged by his teaching style and willingness to help her understand the material.
“I’ve been with Akim since Standard Five straight to Form Five, so it has been difficult, but he has helped me so much. The practice and repetition he goes through with each topic was really what made the difference.”
Another past student, Tevon Stowe, 18, also credited Murray for helping him pass his exams, but noted that other positive figures like him were needed in the community.
“I want to encourage other young people to stay out of crime and find something worthwhile and positive to distract yourself from that. That road goes nowhere.”
And as Murray’s work as a teacher continues, he says he hasn’t given up on his work as an engineer, as he continues to fund his own research in designing technology and systems that can have real-world applications.
“Whatever I can afford, my fiancé and I would buy microcontrollers and so on, because she also studies electrical engineering, and at home we would do the work and the projects to see how we can at least build around a concept.”
Just as important as building machines, Murray says he is heartened by the visible change his involvement has made and hopes other people can follow suit to give their time and efforts to creating a more healthy society.
“I can’t reach everybody, but if there are more positives than negatives, at least we’re using the right formula.”
