My name is Nadissa Aisha Haynes and I made a mockumentary about a Trini/Jamaican singer who thinks he is the biggest star in the Caribbean and the world. I recently found out I coincidentally had the Prophet's fourth wife's name and she was aged between nine and 12 on her wedding night. She might be turning in her grave now because I am 31 years and not married yet. Maybe 31 is the new 12? In which case, I better get engaged quick! I was born in Port-of-Spain but moved to San Juan as a baby and that's where I consider myself as coming from. I was always a tomboy. Playing marble pitch in the dirt and running races barefooted on the pitch with the neighbourhood boys.I have five brothers and one sister. My mother and father have grown to be my friends over the years and their support is what I value the most. I don't have kids myself and honestly I'm not sure I want to. You know how expensive them is? I was raised Anglican but don't appreciate religion as much anymore and I think my faith in God is stronger because of it. I worked for nine years, building experience in the corporate world but, during that time, I went to New York Film Academy and fell in love with directing. I quit my job to attend UWI and I'm currently studying a BA in Film Production and Studies to graduate in October. My school days weren't fun. I was a nerd. Didn't have much friends in secondary school, so I took to writing. I used to write poems, stories etc and I read a lot of books. I loved to daydream and I believe people thought I was weird. All that changed when I did A Levels. I was free to express myself and students were more mature at that stage so they actually listened to what I had to say. My favourite subject was literature, especially Samuel Selvon. A Brighter Sun is my favourite book.
I always joke that I quite enjoy men paying for my meals at restaurants and opening the door for me, why should that change? In reality I don't think women and men are complete equals as citizens in our society today. I think respect for each other as human beings is what the both sexes should focus on. A woman's place should be wherever she wants it to be once she feels it in her heart. I always wondered why all Europeans only talked about the weather in day to day conversation; now that I'm in England, I know why: it so freaking cold! British people are polite but they are not friendly and that's a big difference. I've had my share of fish and chips and bangers and mash and that is no way better than two doubles with slight pepper and a fresh coconut water to wash it down. Even though I watch films to relax I can never watch films like an ordinary filmgoer. Even those awful predictable Hollywood films, I dissect, as painful as it is. I focus on the editing, score, cinematography, story. Which I think may annoy some of my friends, but I can't help it.
I listen to all types of music but usually the classics like David Bowie, Creedence Clearwater Revival, the Beatles etc. I love early dance hall. Yellowman is one of my favourite artists. I have many favourite directors but the one that inspired me to get into this business was Fernando Meirelles, who directed City of God. After watching that film there was no turning back for me. I thought, "This is what film should be!" My favourite genre is drama. My "biggest influence" is not a person but a style called Dogma 95, developed in 1995 by two Danish filmmakers, Lars Von Trier and Thomas Vinterberg, that excluded the use of elaborate special effects or technology. It gave me hope as a Caribbean filmmaker. Even if I couldn't afford a Hollywood budget, my film could still be an amazing thought-provoking piece. I do think that filmmakers can survive in Trinidad but we have to learn how to market our films in Trinidad's unique situation. We have to make all aspects of the business work for us. Take I'm Santana-The Movie, directed by one of my classmates. The character was made popular on the Web and now it is showing in local cinemas to sold out crowds. Pashan of the Froot was a Documentary class assignment. I thought "Wouldn't a Caribbean version of Borat be funny?"
Post production was hell. I thought about giving up. I had no time to judge whether or not it was good, I just had to be sure that I could be proud of it. I had no idea people would respond to it like they did. Being chosen to open the T&T Film Festival for 2011 was really the victory for me. Hopefully you will be seeing the second installment of Pashan Froot's journey to stardom in 2012. The best thing about making my film was the people I worked with. Everyone believed in me. I also learnt a lot about my capabilities and weaknesses. The worst part was working with the star himself. He's very demanding and lives in his own bubble. A Trini is a person who never lets anyone get them down. They broke, but they still liming, they sad, but they still partying. Trinidad and Tobago is my inspiration, it's my home and the place where my stories are from. Without it I don't exist.
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